Changes

 Hey, y'all. Ren is here. I would like to talk about some personal growth I need to work for my own sake. I feel that right now I could make a few good changes about myself and there are are lot of opportunities to grasp on. I know it might sound like if I hit rock bottom or became depressed because of the current state I'm in. Well, I do have a blog, but the thing is that I really want to reach out to others. I have this and a v-log to fall back but while I'm slacking off on this site, I'm not enough effort into the other. There is so much to talk about, but I feel that I'm not reaching out. Maybe I should learn to develop a much comfortable side to things and get what needs to be done. 

Another thing is that I'm waiting for a call back from a friend for details on job training so that I could begin working in the fall since I decide to take a break from schooling, just for the sake of feeling more financially secure since my school has it's own financial difficulty to handle, which has affected us as students by placing holds on our financial aid. It was something I had to put up with last fall; waiting five months on a check that would never come and filled with false promises by the school that something will come through. So between that and feeling that I don't have a place within the college or my peers, I decide to get away from it all and move on somewhere else to continue my education while managing to make my own money at some capacity. Downbeat for ya? Well you be the judge, even I'm basically talking to myself here. So I'm taking off to sleep and wake up to start something fresh for the day. 'Til then, laters.